Friday, September 21, 2007
8:24 AM
hmm... can say tt a lot of things change during this few days bah... n it is for the worse...
for example when today me n ping help the teachers to take a photo for the ramadan celebration n no ppl wai for us?
or for example nobody even bother to call me or ping 2 ask us whether we r coming?
or for example nowadays when i went mugging, i only ask lenny, ping or fifi?
or for example tt i m not as close 2 them as b4?
or for example they already forget about my existance?sometimes i think i m so childish, being bothered by trival matters. to many outsiders, this matters seen small n insignificant, but to me, it mean a lot. but only to me. no one else can understand my feeling.
fifi once said something v wise: it is no use getting angry n bothered over something if the person tt u r angry with don't even know tt u r angry with him/her or he/she dont bother to do any thing to solve the problem. i agree with fifi because it mean tt u r insignificant to tt person. since tt person dont cherish u as much, then just treat him/her as normal friends n forget about the good times u have la.
i shall stop being childish n build a wall around my heart to prevent myself from getting hurt again...