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gosh, i got so much 2 blog about!
let's start by saying tt i m v grateful 4 everyday tt i can live. i m becoming like philips, praying 2 my dear guan yin every morning, thanking her tt i got one more day 2 live, no matter in happiness or sadness.
thursday, i had a sort of argument cum discussion with ying jie. but it is resolved, i believed, hopefully...
me n shang had find out tt the library in pioneer is v v de good! there r a lot of new new books in the library. n we even find the tb tt tlh had recommended, when me n shang can't find it anywhere in singapore, not in popular, not in kino, not in the clementi bookstore, not anywhere, but surprisingly, we found 7 of the tb in the library in pioneer! n pioneer has a lot of tb! not like anderson, or maybe it is due 2 the fact tt no one borrow them... bcos we r still new students, so we can't borrow the books until end of april... but then, we can photocopy!
i love the photocopy machine in pioneer, i love it so much tt i think of buying one home, but i dont know 4 what purpose lah... -_-" copy one piece only 3 cents lor, n love it so much tt i helped a lot of ppl photocopy using my $5 photocopy card tt now, there is only left about $3... but nvm, bcos i love the photocopy machine!!!! =)
oh, n i m in a scholarship program call s squared program(short for sirius scholar program) sirius is supposed 2 be the brightest star in the sky, n pioneer believed tt we 6 to 10 pointers can 'shine' v bright. n then there is a lot of programmes! got wat csi lar, work attachment lar, but best of all, yfc!!!! n then we also can ask other people not in the program 2 join, so now, me, shang, grace n wanting is going 2 do the yfc thingy! n shang had already write finish the proposal, edit it, n had arranged a meeting with the vwo, when the rest of s squared program haven't even start yet. gosh! thank you tt ah shang is in the team, or else i will be at a loss of what 2 do...
lets continue...
on friday, i suddenly jackpot in the morning. this lead to a series of me going 2 the toilet during lessons. during ct, i told the teacher tt i had 2 go 2 the toilet, but blur me dont know where is the hell is the toilet, so i happily walk from 2nd storey 2 the 3rd storey, looking 4 a bloody toilet. then i walk one big round, n finally found a toilet! i sit on the toilet bowl 4 maybe half an hour, skipping half of the v v boring ct period.
i later find out tt there is just a toilet next 2 the classroom... -_-" y didn't i c it? it is just next 2 the room, n according 2 ying jie, there is a lot of toilets at the second storey! omg, i think i need 2 change my glasses, y didn't i c them???
next is assembly, my stomach is still so painful, tt once i immediately found a seat in lt4, i rush 2 the toilet. i sit at the toilet bowl 4 45 minutes. i think i must be v tired, bcos can u believe it? i fall asleep at the toilet!!! it is until 2 v noisy chattering girls come into the toilet, slamming the door behind them tt i woke up... i want 2 get up, but the pain is excruciating lor!
i eventually went back 2 lt4 2 hear a v inspiring n funny talk on how 2 survive college. i like the teacher, too back he wasn't teaching me... =(
after assembly, i rush back home n sleep. zzz...
now is the most interesting part! i think only fifi n shang will understand most of what i will be writing... mama took me n sis 2 someone house 2 wen shen (ask god) about papa.
then u know what, the first thing the guan yin say is tt papa is not v happy, then we panic, huh, y not happy??? what happened??? the guan yin say tt papa dont like vegetarian food, n when during prayers, we keep offering vegetarian food 2 him... papa say eating vegetarian food make him feel 'strengthless', leg n hand like v weak, so the guan yin told mama, next time buy him chicken rice n watever he like 2 eat. hmm... v true!
then my mama ask about the company thing. then my mama ask the guan yin n said tt last time, my aunt say tt my braces is not good. it will tie up my parents. n my mama ask the guan yin is it true or not? if really true, i will have 2 remove it.
then the guan yin say, rubbish lah, my aunt say tt just 2 scare me. my braces is 'tied' 2 make my teeth pretty, wat nonsense about tying up the parents? wow, i tell u, i almost faint from relief when i hear tt. now, i dont have 2 remove my braces =)
then my mama thank the guan yin, n we leave, feeling much lighter... =))
oh, n b4 i go, i must do this:
fifi!!! come 2 pioneer bah! here got ur laogong ky leh, then got lenny, mervin, shang, ying jie, janice, grace, peng yeow, rui ping, hong wei, zi hao, n of course, got me!!! u c, got so many ppl, come 2 pioneer bah!! i propaganda u, dont go anderson lah, so far, then u everyday so stress, so tired, then the bloody weijie also dont care u, come 2 pioneer bah!!! =)
Friday, March 16, 2007
don't u feel tt the world is a v complicated place?
i used to be a young blessed girl living in my own personal world, but one fateful day, my dad passed away, and i have to grow up v quickly. i learnt about the darkness of life, how even one's relative will resort to evil means in order to triump over one another, n how jealous co worker will badmouth each other.
i learnt things tt i was not required to learn as a girl. i learnt how to pump tires, how to change faulty lightbulbs, how to write cheques, n how to read container survey.
dear friends, sometime we may feel tt we live in a v pathetic or v boring world, but pls appreciate wat u have now, n be grateful for it.
i am v grateful to all my friends who encouraged n motivated me during this v difficult times, like fifi (who help me alot although she also has family problems of her own), ssy(with all her crap n storied of her ah gong), ying jie(with stories of her papa n how her family survived), wei jie (although he treat me more like a phonebook than a friend in need), rui ping (n her jokes about wat we do at night), jun yi(who is now half cripped), leonard, mervin, jia liang, keng yang, wanting...
people tt were not v close to me, but still come to my dad's wake, like karen, jovan, fan qing...
i am v v grateful to all of u, to show my appreciation, i shall pray for all of u when i go to the temple, regardless if u r a buddhist or a christian or a freethinker. may all ur dreams come true...
Saturday, March 10, 2007
my sis got a new laptop!!! toshiba le!!! i am now typing my blog entry on the new laptop.
my 3rd uncle n 3rd aunty n 1st uncle had all come all the way from malaysia, but they are going back tmr =(
now i m in pioneer, but the orientation is so sian tt i write a letter to 'excuse' myself from the last 2 day.
next week, we the girls at pioneer are going out 4 mass alteration, bcos the skirt v v le long =(
then somemore i using my sister skirt, which is from 5 years ago, then is v auntie looking lor, longer than my cck one, the skirt cover half my kneecap...
so far i haven't receive any letter from the cc tt say i had received the bursary, so sad =( shang say she received liao, but i don't have le... maybe is bcos her one is the yew tee cc bah.
this morning when i was walking to mac to buy hotcakes, i bcome v inspired le. i decided tt i must live my life 2 the fullest. if not, what if i die v young, then left a lot of things haven't do?
now hor, my mama v good lei. if i suddenly have a urge to eat sushi, then she encourage me 2 go n eat le. she say don't need to be so thrifty cos she say,"look at ur papa, everyday save so much, but die so young" so she now say, u wan buy wat, then buy lor.
i am going 2 join bowling as my cca in pioneer. but v expensive le, one training $6, then one training per week, then b4 competitions is 2 training per week. me n shang going 2 ask if there is financial assistance 4 the bowling or not.
my 3rd aunt is those ppl who has the 'yingyang' eye. she say she saw my papa sitting on my sis bed just now, but i didn't c anything le. my aunt say maybe my papa afraid tt when we saw him, then we scared, so he don't let us c him...
i got a lot of things to buy ah, but of course i must save a lot of money b4 i can buy la(hint hint to those who own me 2 yrs of bday presents, like: shang, ying jie, janice... ^_^)
1. harry potter 7th book
2. she concert dvd
3. jolin concert dvd
4. a lot of money to buy tb
5. young hearts bra (v v long haven't buy bra liao le!)
i also miss my mama cooking! last time i everyday can eat, but now only once a week. she too busy to cook le, cos everyday she go working... =(