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fi n i had concluded, all the even months are bad, bad, bad...
feb is a cursed month n so is april. a lot of bad things happen during these 2 months.
during feb, a lot of ppl cried. n now in april, a lot of ppl r v sad due 2 many many reasons.
however, i m v happy 2 say tt i still have friends who care 4 me. fi told me 2dae, tt she n ssy had discussed n they had decided tt they would ask ky 2 go n clarify the matter with nuggets n chili sauce.
but then i say no, bcos firstly, i dunt think tt ky will say the right things, n secondly, the misunderstanding will get worse. let thing be in its current state. maybe wat ky say will help, maybe not. might as well dunt say.
but anyway, i m v happy n touch tt there r still friends caring 4 me. SO THANK YOU!!!
i also think tt nuggets had continued 2 trust me again. nowadays, she is better 2 me.
4 once in my life, i think tt i let fillet down. she had always focused on reading aloud n picture discussion, n i think i scored the best in conversation.
oh, n yoyo, u dunt need 2 feel so sad becos i failed all the different sections. i think all get band 4 except 4 conversations, which may get a band 3? i seriously dunt know.
luckily tmr got chinese oral. lets hope i top. if i english cannot, still got chinese. if tmr i do something stupid again, i will go n join ssy in her blue bin.
i think tmr the topics will come out might be:
1. general election n y teens dunt care
2. sex video in handphones
3. increasing teenagers suicide rate
4. disasters in neighbouring countries
5. teenagers who used 2 be gangsters foung new life as volunteers
just a guess.. hope i m right?
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
today is a bloody hell horrible day. basically, i failed my oral. i think the most i can get is band 3 overall.
u know oral is u go n greet, 'good morning, mdm prema' then she will say have a seat, n will say' u can begin now'..
BUT.... today, when it's my turn, i go n greet' good morning, mdm prema'. then i expect 2 sit down, so i draw the chair out. then mdm prema IMMEDIATELY ASK, 'u r ngli, the one who scold keng yang during mdm rosnah class'
then i stunned lol... i was like.. huh??? then i tell her,' wait ah, i recall first' but impossible one wat, i completely had forgotten the whole thing liao....
then prema asked again' do u respect ky?'
then i say, 'ky sometimes say stupid things. although i respect him, but i feel tt sometimes, he dunt respect me n my friends. BUT, after he become the head prefect, i noticed a change in his attitude..'
then prema say,' r u saying all this 2 make me happy?'
.........fainting.........
then she asked me another question, 'who is ur favourite teacher?'
then i STUNNED AGAIN... so fast jump 2 conversation liao? no reading aloud meh?
of cos i said phillips, then say a lot of rubbish lol.... then afer i had finished, prema tell me,' those r just prelimary questions'
then is the reading aloud. i already v nervous before i begin, then after prema stunned me twice, i completely lost my wits.. so i stammer in the beginning, tryibng 2 pronounce all the p,b,t,d,k,g...
then i thought.. aiya, nvm la, just chiong... then i just rush lol, everything flizah taught, i completely forgot...
then comes the bloody hell picture discussion. i completely forgot wat i 1 2 say. i just stared blankly at the stupid idiotic picture... tell prema a lot of one-liner
conversation: wat job will u 1 2 do 4 1 mth... something like tt. i expect her 2 ask me about how people r still learning new things even though they r adults or blah blah blah... so i prepare a lot on that lah... unexpectedly... i was STUNNED again... so i just tel her, i 1 2 be doctor.. stupid rite... better not elaborate anymore, but i think the only thing i did well is my Q2 conversatuion lah... i m getting more depressed by the minute...
i decided liao, i will be a li zhi person. i will possess high EQ.... I WILL THINK BEFORE I TALK. I WILL REACH IMMUNE LVL 9.5... I WILL NOT BE STUNNED BY ANY1 MORE THAN TWICE.... I WILL BE IMMUNE
Saturday, April 15, 2006
yo everyone, i m back!!!
i mentioned before tt i wil blog once there is happy things happening in my life.. sad 2 say, but i had reached the immune lvl 8.5 already, so there is really nothing tt will affect me right now.
i was having a headache this morning (yes, i wake up at 11am, surprisingly) because i was thinking about the mcspicy cum nuggets cum ky matter... then i was doing the maths worksheet at the same time, hence resulting in a headache...
for those of u who dunt know wat i m talking, let me further elaborate.. remember, on monday (9/4) we had a maths test on transformation geometry during last period? farhan was the first 2 pass up, nizam the second, me the third... nuggets was comparing farhan n nizam paper, dunt know looking at wat.. so when i give her the paper, she didn't saw me.
then i was bloody hell hungry, thinking about the canteen malay stall.. so i decided 2 put the paper on her table. then the table also bloody hell messy. i dunt know where 2 put, so i stupidly put on top of her pencil box.. the paper of cos slip down n fall into her lap lah.. so misunderstand happened. nuggets thought tt i throw the paper at her. so she said: " did u throw the paper at me?" then u all know when i am stunned, i cannot speak. so i was standing there n "huh?" then nuggets continued:" ngli, dunt let this get into ur head" she is trying 2 say tt i m proud n arrogant lah...
at first i was v angry lah, then i thought, nuggets also like me, the eyes got problems one, so nvm lah...
until thursday, during pe lessons, ky came n asked me had i scold him the last couple days... then u all know i 200+ years old already mah, memory not good... then i also remembered l got ask yj y ky after becoming the head prefect become so quiet.. then u all know one wat, i will only scold ky when he is v noisy.. so obviously, i didnt scold ky lah..
then ky said tt mcspicy tell nuggets n chili sauce tt i had scolded him... so i asked ky wat i scold him about, but he also dunt know... so we 2 blur lor, there standing trying 2 recall lol..
after pe is recess mah, so i ask ssy they all, had i scolded ky couple days ago? then they say got, during mcspicy lessons, v loudly some more, but they all forgot y i scold ky lar... then i told them wat happen..
then after deliberate analysing, we came up with a valid reason y mcspicy 1 2 tell the 2 prefect mistresses tt i had scolded ky... mcspicy 1 me 2 die because i scold ky as i dunt respect him as a head prefect...
ok, so now try 2 recall tuesday wat nuggets had said during lessons... " i know everything tt happen 2 u even when i was not teaching u"... sound familiar?
imagine u r nuggets, mcspicy tell u tt student A dunt respect the head prefect.. u got ur own suspicions... then A throw the paper at u, ur suspicions are confirmed... so i m now in deep troubles lol... also v sad because i known nuggets 4 about 1 yr+ liao, then she dunt trust me anymore because of wat mcspicy told her.. heart break..
BUT NVM! I WILL BE STRONG!! I WILL BE IMMUNE!!!
so this morning,i was drinking coffee while doing maths, thinking about the bloody hell problem n how 2 solve it, when SUDDENLY i got inspirations 2 do v well... these 4 months i had been relaxing, failing about 5 tests in total, mostly humanities...
from today onwards, i will CHIONG!!! i will WORK HARD!!!! i will PROVE 2 every teachers tt they cannot lose hope in me n our class... i will be a bloody hell modal student!!! n although i m not willing, but i will be the quiet n obliging n hardworking student...
cya all on monday...