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Sunday, August 26, 2007
6:37 AM

it's weird u know.

when ppl have trouble, they will come n find u.

but surprisingly, when u have trouble, u have no one 2 tell.

i think i am a bit retarded, this has not happen to me the first time. it has constantly happen to me for the past 2 years, so y hasn't i learnt the lesson?

some friends just dont appreciate u as the others do.

from being pissed off, i now have no more feelings regarding this matter.

sometimes, u just have to give up.

u may treat the person as a v close friend, but 2 tt person u r just a normal friend. nothing more.

it is not worth it 4 me 2 put in so much effort on tt person anymore, bcos like i said, tt person may appreciate u 4 sometime, then tt person will just treat u as a normal friend again.

it is meaningless to have a friendship if the whole point of tt friendship is about tt person, n nothing about u. friends r supposed 2 depend n rely on each other when one has a problem.

n therefore, i shall simply GIVE UP!



Friday, August 10, 2007
10:31 AM

today watch rush hours with the guys at cathay... damn ex, $9.50 leh!!! but quite worth it la, so nvm...

at first i v sian one, cos me n mao wait at the bus stop for 45 mins cos koky overslept n alot of ppl late -_-ll

than after tt, when we reached orchard, i become more sian, cos got the feeling tt i kana outcast... shang n zhe dating ma, then ping didnt come today, then the guys keep on talking about dota, which i completely don't understand! then brother also like didnt talk to me much cos the guys keep on teasing us being a couple.... then i think he also afraid tt the guys will say us again, so the whole time i m actually is alone de la...

but the situation become a bit better when fifi arrived cos she v high, then she keep on entertaining me. even when i drift off from the group n go shopping myself, she will somehow know n follow me =) thanks fifi!!! but i also feel v guilty la, cos i like prevent her n ky from dating. although they both v good say nvm la, but also a bit paiseh ah, like lightbulb like tt....

but the worse is when watch movie. u know wat tt bloody shang did?!? we got 13 ppl n she choose 2 rows of seats cos we too many ppl. so one row is 5 ppl while the other is 8 ppl. then u know wat the 5 ppl row is!? is zhe, shang, me then fi n finally ky!!!! so i sit btw the 2 couples la!!! waaa, tt time i chao pissed off lor!!! i almost wan punched ppl again, i rather sit with the guys than be a suasage btw the 2 couples lor!!! n the other row is actually can sit 9 ppl one lor!!! maybe shang meant well when she chose the sitting arrangement la, maybe she afraid tt i lonely, but to say the truth, it make me feel v awkward during the movie...

after the movie, i become more n more pissed off cos the guys still talking about me n bro... actually the bro-sis relationship btw me n wei kee is v PURE de, we become bro-sis becos we 2 get on v well. although i know wei kee the shortest, but he is the only one who really respect n know me. tt's y we become bro n sis!!!

but then, the guys' teasing cao ta our relationship. when me n bro now talk, it become v awkward becos we v afraid if the guys c us together, they will open their big mouth again n talk rubbish!!!! n bro like v sad, he go home v early.... so i think to myself, 2 can play the game. if the guys wan to talk, then let them talk, n i will entertain de. i think i chao pissed off until v high liao.

i think the first one to start is mao, so after mao say about me n wiki again, i say 2 mao, " mao i know la, u like me 4 v long liao right? tt's y u jealous me n wiki mah!" n i keep shooting n saying everybody who tease me about wiki until everyone think i siao liao... -_-ll even koky say i change a lot... he say i now know how 2 shoot ppl liao....

but i got swear to koky tt me n bro got nothing gg on, so i think the guys shld believe me now bah... but koky also got say tt me n bro v pei, so i explain our relationship 2 the guys lor.... then i think the guys now shld understand liao, cos they tell me they will not talk about me n bro being a couple anymore....

special thanks to the following ppl for making me feel better today:

fifi! srry for exchanging moods with u n making u moody in the end. although i dont know y u suddenly become so moody, but hopefully u will cheer up bah! =)

zhe! cos he v sensitive, i think his antennae v long, cos he can sense my feeling v well. he know when i m moody, cos he send shang to cheer me up, but in the end, tt shang send bro, which is totally useless la, cos bro dont dare 2 talk 2 me -_-ll

mao! cos i force him 2 send me home bcos i dont like to walk home alone at night, then he also v good, didnt grumble, although we both live in cck, but his house is a bit out of my way ah....

ky! ty for lending me fifi even through today u 2 shld be dating! ya, n giving me free popcorn n coke during the movie! =)

tmr we r gg 2 woodlands de lib 2 study! hope tt will be efficient de bah! =)


Wednesday, August 01, 2007
7:04 AM

wow! i love fan qin!

i have been trying to download songs for ages liao ma, but i keep gg to all this various websites, but instead of saving the songs to my mp3, my com automatically open the song n play it...

so i become v sad.. =(

until one fine day, i meet fan qin outside lt3 b4 econs lecture. than i ask her 2 recommend me some websites to download songs, but all the websites tt she mention i also got go b4 ma, so i told her my problem lor...

then she told me the technique is to "save target as"

so now i can download all the songs i want liao =D


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