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Friday, August 18, 2006
4:43 AM

today got oral.. i was so happy when i saw the picture, got so much to say, so much significance, got 4!! but then who the hell told me that the angmok wouldn't cut one, he cut me a lot of time lol. then when i request for more time, he say no, lets move on to the conservation now! v impatiently.. nvm, i entertain him lol.. then he ask me the conversation topics, but it was different from fifi one:

1. tell me about one of ur best friend
2. what do u think are the qualities of a good friend?

the best friend, straight to my mind is fifi lol, so i talk about her. then the second question, i say first is to be honest with each other, the second is to care for others...

came down after oral, so janice n cy. then ssy n yj come down. talk about oral. told them about wat i said.. but then, dont know is yj or janice 1 2 say something, then they with ssy pull here pull there, n go n gather at 1 corner, then whisper here whisper there.. at first i was v immune.. i even ask cy if he know wat they talking or not, then we joke around, n i tell him actually i aslo dont know wat they talking.. then immune system collapsed. i told ssy tt i going home, but actually tears r forming in my eyes already. i recall wat i told the examiners about how important honesty is. then now this happen...

go home, watch she dvd 2 keep myself from crying. but when i go toilet n shower, can no longer tahan.. cry n cry n cry....

when will they ever know that some of their actions can cause sadness in others? no, the question should be when will i learn to be immuned to them? when will i reach fifi's immune level? watever...

tmr fifi, steph, mela n ssy going out 2 celebrate fi's birthday, then they going watch ghost game. haix i don't dare 2 watch ghost movie la. so i think i go home n do homework, be good girl..

now, only 1 target. 6 a1 n 1 a2.


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